Auschwitz in my head

lies...all a stupid desperate lie...why am i trying...they all know...homeless loser freak...they CAN'T know...they'll get me...cold marching machines...no way out...nowhere to turn...faceless walls...terror...insanity...it's over...music is dead...they're looking at you...please let it end...no more lying...never good enough...never touching...cripple...they don't want me...if they find me they'll kill me...no one says my name...i cease to exist...help me...the world is all dark