 another boner at 4 AM...more silent screams...please let me go, please let me go...my body is all twisted, stomach in knots...God in Heaven says: where’s your family, your friends, your fucking...god of the world says: where’s your money, your power, your guns...I can satisfy neither...both pound at me until I just can’t feel anymore...I have zero interest in this life...I watch words drift out my mouth as those of another...it’s all so useless...my mind is elsewhere...a heart drowning in grief...a soul starving for salvation...too many days of empty deeds and binding lies...the future is what?...I am a destroyer and a wrecker...my rampage never ends...and I don’t know why...let me die...let me die... |
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