Mercifully passing out of earshot, Harry reflected how far away he was from ever being able to waste life again. Notta Freak's eyes followed the nymphs' low rise jeans until they were out of sight.
Continuing their stroll, Harry could see a stage filled with people costumed with the same angelic wings worn by the Resident. A Fiery Soul among them was preaching: “Man is evil! Evil I tell you! We are made in the image of Sir Real, it’s in our nature to sin! Repent my ways or suffer! Hell awaits you all with nasty, sharp, pointy teeth!” Harry mulled where he had heard that before…
“But there is hope, friends, for I have The Answer. If love is what you wish, you must believe as I do. Put on the wings of my religion and approval will be thine. But beware! - and this is the best part - those who do not believe as us, we get to kill!" Spontaneous applause and whistles erupted at the thought of universal appeal. Harry even heard one cheer from far away. He swiveled his head to see the clapping ex-Resident with a halo of hate. The salesman continued his bribe. "Try it and see! Love is such a beautiful thing. Sir Real loves us all! Life is but a dream...”
The parade of pleasant platitudes was interrupted by a most ungracious plea for assistance. In the perfect park of Perverbia, nothing was more despised than an unsightly cry for help. Children were present for God’s sake!
Harry went to investigate but Notta latched onto his arm. “Don’t let some loser freak ruin your day. People get what they deserve!”
Harry rarely believed people got what they deserved and rushed to find a man sinking in a pit of quicksand. He was confused by the four burly men apparently standing guard over the pit. As Harry moved closer a burly arm rejected him.
“Back off, mate!” barked the first man, followed by the other three literally yapping like dogs.
“OK, well, you help that guy then.”
“’That guy’ as you call him, is a friend of mine. A very good friend of mine. He don’t need nothing from you! And don't you be denigratin' him!” This too was followed by yapping.
“Dude, the guy needs help! What the fuck is your problem?”
"No relation to CCC." “Problem is there is no problem – just troublemakers like you! How dare you speak of my friend like that! You don’t know him, only we know him!” The yapping of the other three turned into a deeper woofing.
Harry sensed the menace but troopered on. “So you’re just gonna let the guy die to prove me wrong??”
“He’s not dying, he’s fine! He’s a good man and a fine fellow. A person of the utmost character. Nothing you say can shake my faith. We are a man’s best friend!” A low growling confirmed the man’s sentiment.
A sudden idea popped into Harry’s head. Seeing a large stick nearby, he picked it up and whistled. “Here, boy, fetch!” He then tossed it as far as he could into the branches of a towering tree. The four men barked excitedly and ran off. Harry reached down to the give the man in the quicksand a hand out.
“Oh no!” rebuked Quicksand Man, “Please, don’t give me help?”
“Why the fuck not?” asked an annoyed Harry.
“If they ever find out I need help, no one will ever love me. I’m fine, trust me. You have to believe my words and not my life.”
“That’s just crazy! You will die in there!”
“Then they will love me forever.” Sinking, Quicksand Man settled into a thousand yard stare and Harry saw the futility of his faith. Notta came up behind him.
“I told ya people get what they deserve!”
A newspaper boy came waving excitedly through the park. “Read all about it! Square Peg resolution passed! Read all the news fit to be read!”
“Excellent proceedings that!” effused Freak. “Success is just around the corner!”
Harry perused the gushing article of how Sinataurs at Silly Hall had reached a compromise on deciding if a square peg could fit in a round hole. The Perverbian dam had round holes needing repair but only square pegs were economical to produce. Opinions blustered and debate raged on this, The Issue Of Their Times.
"Reality hinges on their every word" Some called it insane to try, some called it insane not to. Some called themselves optimistic and others pessimistic yet still open to trying. Fingers were pointed, names were called and fear was put up for sale. But all agreed that only in such manner politic could things be resolved. The passed resolution on Fitting a Square Peg in a Round Hole read: “It would be nice if it were true.”
Harry threw down the paper. “I’d know more by not reading it.”
Notta Freak took umbrage at Harry’s lack of civil concern. “How can you say such a thing? Fixing that dam is the most important issue of our time and if we can do it using square pegs it means we can keep our worldly world the way it is. It means we don’t have to change. It means we really are good. It means we can finally fulfill our ultimate dream: to choose death but receive life.” Notta gazed into the Sky with holy reverence .
His gaze was interrupted by the charred screams of a family with clothing ablaze. “The Gas Man cometh!” warned the mother. “The Gas Man cometh!” With that, it was every man for himself.
“Holy smokes!” yiked Harry. “That fucker’s insane!” Harry joined the mad scramble for safety as a small, beaming fellow with flame thrower attached scorched a swath of destruction in gleeful ecstasy.
“Hey, world!” he called out. “I’m coming to fire you!”
"You're fired!" Bent and burdened, the Gas Man slowly passed through. But even with his slow gate there still were the crippled, the incapacitated and the depressed who could not clear out of his path. For them, it was a charring experience. All eyes watched in thankful horror, knowing their lives were spared only by the grace of Sir Real. But as the Gas Man passed out of view, so did all thoughts of him and the celebration resumed as before.
Harry outraged to Notta. “What the fuck was that all about? I can’t believe you people let that guy run around! Kill that son-of-a-bitch! If you won’t, I will!”
Freak was nonchalant. “Try to kill him and we’ll kill you!”
Harry snorted at what had to be a morbid joke. “Kill me? Thank me is more like it.”
“No, kill you we would. The Gas Man gives us jobs to live on and sometimes fire us he must. We cannot do without him.”
“But he goes around torching people alive!!”
“On a percentage basis, it’s really meaningless. And besides, you saw the people he got. It’s the Unproductive Ones. Do they really deserve to live?”
“Well, I guess not,” mocked Harry. “Surely, there’s no better way to run a world.”
“Now you’re catching on!” agreed Freak sincerely.
A Man of Permanent Smile then affably approached Harry and recited thusly:
“I have a conundrum,
“Making me feel so dumb-dumb:
“So what do you do
“When you know what to do?”
Harry brain-locked again trying to respond but before he could get a word out, Smile Man interrupted. “It’s all good, friend. I’m a happy-happy man!” And he went on in search of another soul not to answer.
"And who was that pop tart?"
"Why that was Mr. Veneer, his house has the nicest facade in all the land!"
"So he has the nicest house, huh? Have you seen it?"
"No one has."
"Then how do you freaking know it's the nicest?" popped off a short-fused Harry.
"Why it must be," informed Notta to the ignorant child. "Anyone who can devote that much to his facade must have one dandy of a home." Notta was impressed. “What a truly, madly, deeply happy fellow!”
“You really believe that??”
“He said so. Have you not ears? Even my tiny ones heard him – proving they are normal!”
“Just how did you get that way, Notta?”
“Goo goo gajoob, Harry! I may be a freak but I’m a happy freak! But it all started with a girl. I should have used my head, instead I used my feet – and ran away.” The eyes turned inward, the veil lifting. “Biggest mistake of my life. Don’t know what I’m going to do now. I’m dying, it’s all so hopeless…”
Then Notta Freak caught himself, realizing he had admitted an Ugly Thing – even though that with those words of truth, his head enlarged one size back to normal and his feet shrunk one size too. He forced a failed smile. “Sorry about that,” he winced. “That was wrong of me. Truth is the enemy of us all, neh?”
Notta’s head and feet resumed their previous status.
“Oh, I get it, “surmised Harry. “Take a sad song and make it sadder.”
“It’s the only way,” sighed Freak.
The cheerful voice of an Earnest Girl called out to them. “Hey guys! Come sign the petition! Do your part to save the world!”
“What’s the petition for?” inquired Harry as he and Notta approached a booth filled with comely, topless women.
Reading his mind, Earnest Girl gave Harry a wink. “Pretty smart, huh? We’re using the power of sex to save the land of Sir Real!”
“You're not saving me yet,” hoped Harry, “but what is this petition for?”
“If you sign the petition, it means you care. Then we can use that to force the people who don’t care into caring. It’s all about using our power for good.”
Notta Freak hated his name and was reluctant to sign. “We gotta use our real name?”
“Of course! This is no game!” Both Harry and Notta folded their arms in dismay. “C’mon guys! It’s easier than saving your soul!”
Notta signed immediately. Harry drifted away homelessly.
The old feelings were coming back. Freedom. Where’s freedom? Harry was drowning, gasping for air. Keep heading to the light, no matter where it leads you. It’s the only hope. What a frustrating world! A place where everything could be so beautiful. Then Harry purged as he always did when his world clashed with the outer one.
I wish I could live,
But I need to eat!
I live in a world
Where I must compete!
They said they did know me
Before knowing my name!
And if things do go wrong
I am surely to blame!
From the beginning
It’s been understood:
To be like others
Is to do as you should.
Then came a man with the look of a dream in his eye, eager to make his revelation.
“Look at this! Just look at this!” Harry and Notta stared down at the hands of a man lovingly holding a piece of tree bark. “Isn’t it magnificent!” Harry didn’t even try to fight the brain-lock. “With this I can rule the world!”
But Harry just had to fight back, regardless of the futility. “Look, dude, it’s a piece of frickin' wood, there’s tons of it everywhere. It means nothing, it’s worth nothing!”
Bark Man was worse than his bite. “You speak only of my life. But I have a nightmare! Where one day a man is not judged by the content of his character, but by the amount of wood he has! And when that day comes I’ll be free at last! Thank Sir Real Almighty, free at last! All I have to do is cut this wood into little slices and imprint them with ink!”
And with that, for Harry, it became all too real.
Space and time froze. Comatose, Harry saw the carefree faces and innocent laughter of the children, he saw old friends re-uniting and impassioned lovers wrestle as one. The trees and Sky and sun all showed their approval of this and Harry wanted to crawl into that little world forever. Both beauty and barbarity reveling under the sun.
The eyes of the impotent figure of Harry mutely observed the former Resident still decrying “On with their heads!” as he hopefully placed heads of cabbage on scarecrows. Quicksand Man backed away from yet another held out hand. And the cracks in the Perverbian dam fueled the growing, unspoken rage of a dying dream. A pressure cooker of denial eating away their souls with the obsessed mania of clutching onto a stove of ever increasing heat. Innocence dying as painful reality seeped into their park. There’s a future to this?
